Finally I can show you a picture *gg*
I did change my Make up and try to look cute and like a Teddy.
I bet you never thought this is me:

Okay I lied, its not me but a good friend of mine *gg*
Winne is so cute, I love to dress him up *gg*

I make a few new years eve muffins, arent they cute?


My hands-on training is over and know I have to learn so much stuff again...wahhhh collective agreement is so boring ._.
What I will miss the most is my favourite cup I have to left there:


I always felt like that little bear, cause there is much work at the Payroll department ._.

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Current Mood: busy
Current Music: Flo-Rida - Turn around

I wanted to show you also stuff I made in summer but my LJ Account wasnt working for months. Know I can upload stuff here again so I can show you my stuff again ^_-
This one I made for one of my closest friends, Pia. It was a birthday present:



Next I made a seetheart for my sweetheart:


And we found that cute baby fruits in the supermarket. If never seen this before and I hope you will call it cute too:

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Current Music: Kingdom Hearts Soundtrack

I cant stop baking *gg* This one was for Astrid, my colleague ^^ Kamina would call it a Kämpferherz. *gg*


And this one was for my mum. Full of fruits and chocolate cause I know she loves it *bg*

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Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Rapunzel - At last I see the light

I baked so much these days and I wanna show you!
Little carrot muffins with real peppermint leaves, really tasty!:


Lemon tiramisu:


And at last the § cake for my Payroll department teacher. I dont like how it looks, but she was so happy. Case closed!

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Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: He-Man Soundtrack

There are many probs these days in my family. Since my brother took back his grilfriend there is so much wrangle and sadly also hate.... This is really worse....
On friday my mum screamed at me cause she couldnt took that anymore. Today she apologize and told me it wasnt my fault that she was so angry and despaired. That I just was on the wrong place at the wrong time.
Anyhow this makes me sick. I wish my brother had choose another girl.....
I hope things get better soon.....

Then my Sora wigs arrived, but the mail damaged the capacity of the packet without a single scratch on the packaging. I dont get it. How could that be? This is so dissapionting and yes it makes me sad....

I missed a Convention this weekend, cause Im not in the mood for having fun with all these thoughts and problems in my head. Im so sorry for those few I wanna meet there... really sorry guys.
Apart from that my birthday is on 6th of july (coming wednesday) and I hope I can enjoy it.
Thanks to my dear and Ace for spending yesterday with me. I could laugh so much and I did have fun. (Thanks to Ikea too. I love the strawberry and I bought it cause it makes me feel a bit better. Isnt it cute?: http://www.ikea.com/at/de/catalog/products/50195745) Thanks for giving me that beautiful hours and also thanks Ace for my birthday present (italian cookbook) I really love it.

I hope Im soon in the mood for Cosplay and all around it. It makes me feel so much better.

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Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Snow Patrol - Isolation

Irgendwie muss ich mir eingestehen, das der Bruder den ich mal hatte, mehr auf sein Wohlergehen achtet als auf die Menschen die er angeblich liebt.
Ich hätte nie gedacht das uns jemals etwas entzweien könnte, aber Erika hat es geschaft. So wie es zwischen Michael und mir wahr wird es wohl nie wieder sein.
Ich will nicht daran denken müssen weil es so verdammt weh tut...

Ich hätte nie gedacht das ich jemals einen Menschen hassen könnte, aber nun ist es so...
Ich hasse sie.
Ich hasse sie aus tiefster Seele.
Und ich wünsche mir das sie unsere Familie endlich verläßt und sich eine Andere sucht.....

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Current Mood: Hate
Current Music: -

Last weekend I visit my granny cause I finished a jacket for her.
This is how it looks:




And as always when I visit her, she wanted to show me her garden ANNNDDD a bird's nest with eggs in her small detached house. Guess what? There where no eggs anymore but cute little birdys *o* OMG! S-U-P-E-R cute and I wanna scream cause they are so cute and have to be silence *gg* Of course I did take pictures. Can you find the nest on the second picture? ^o^

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Current Music: Landon Pigg, Lucy Schwartz - Darling I Do

At the moment there are happening so many things. The biggest problem is that my brother and I go separate ways from now on. That really hurts, but there were so many horrible stuff with his grilfriend I cant forget and he did choose her. Its hard and I hope I soon can deal with that empty feeling...

But there are two stars in my live whoe always makes me shine again.
You two are my heart and my soul.
You two are my number ones and Im yours.
You two are friendschip.
You two are love.
You two are faithfulness and confidence.
You two are what I need.
Thanks for all you two are doing and are.

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Current Mood: Hurt...
Current Music: Landon Pigg, Lucy Schwartz - Darling I Do

I wanna told you something that really moves me.

Im begging you to donate for Japan.
I did it allthought I got high debts. Not because its Japan, because its human.
If someone is poor I understand that he cant donate money but if you got a mobilephone and money for a Internet connection, you could donate money. And if its only 10,-$ I also know a few students who donate there pocket money.
How could there ever be a thing like world peace if anyone looks away when things like that happen? It´s far away I know, but we always have to care when those things happen!
Sure there are a few out there who will say:" The japanese people were careless with there atomic power plant and yes you are right but the VICTIMS ARE ALWAYS THE UNGUILTY! So dont let them bleed for things they didnt even knew.

Im really relieved that there are no atomic power plants in Austria and I know we couldnt make tham stop all at the same time.
On the one hand we would lose to much electricity in a short time, and we also would have to high charge by using alternative energy. But one after one is doable.

And dont say if you donate money for Japan, they wont become all of your money. Its simple and true but the charge for the transport and also the people who helps must be payed! But if everyone on the earth (and there are more then 6 billion people on earth right know) would spend only 10,-$ Japan would have eough money to start the rebuilding. So listen to your hearts and act!

I will make it easy for you too. Here are a few adresses where you can donate money:
American Red Cross
https://american.redcross.org/site/SPageServer?s_subsrc=RCO_FrontPagePanel&pagename=ntld_main&s_src=RSG000000000
Google Crisis Response
http://www.google.com/crisisresponse/japanquake2011.html
The Nippon Foundation
http://members.canpan.info/kikin/products/detail.php?product_id=1080
Singapore Red Cross Society
http://www.redcross.org.sg/Japan-Disaster-2011.phtml

Show moral courage and donate!

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Current Mood: worried
Current Music: Chopin

...was soooooo coool!
We were only a smal group but it was so cool! We gambled a lot, eat a lot, we did shoot with firecracker´s but we didnt sleep a lot *gg*
We also did party till the end of 2.1.2011 cause we started Silent Hill homecoming on friday and we did finished it on sunday *bg* Epic! All endings are cool *gg*

And there was a funny retiree as we shoot with firecracker´s. He opend his window and bawl at us that we have to stop or he will call the police...on 31th of december...*looooooooool*
Kairi replyed with: "A happy new year!" *rofl*
He really made my day...and end of the year *gg*

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Current Music: OneRepublic – Good Life